The Game

A delivery driver sits at a red light and stops wanting his own life.

Ninety seconds later his daughter calls with good news, and the same gray morning - the same rain, the same traffic, the same everything - is suddenly bearable.

Nothing changed. Nothing at all.

And Sal Petrucci, fifty-one years old, spends the next two years trying to understand why.

What he finds is a shelf of forgotten books written a hundred years ago by people who had nothing. A poor Englishman whose father was murdered. A dying man in a cold room in Indiana. A radio announcer who grew up in a tent. None of them ever met. All of them, separately, arrived at the same handful of conclusions about the human mind.

The ideas work. That's the trouble.

Because they work so well that Sal gets good at them - and becomes unbearable. He starts seeing everyone else's pain as a mistake they're making. He builds a fortress out of a spiritual practice and calls it enlightenment.

And then his daughter calls him from a stairwell, crying.

And he gives her a technique.

THE GAME is a novel about the century-old ideas that actually work - and the exact ways they curdle in the hands of a man who needs them too much.

It is also, quietly, a complete education in them. Every principle Sal learns, you learn. Every trap he falls into is one you're about to.

It is not a self-help book. There's no system, no seven steps, nothing to buy. The originals it points to are in the public domain and you can have them for free.

What it is, is a story about a man who spends fifty-one years losing a game -

and discovers, at a red light in the rain, that nobody was ever keeping score.

For anyone who ever bought the book, read it in two nights, underlined half of it - and six weeks later couldn't have told you a single thing it said.

It wasn't you. Nobody ever showed you the machinery.