Holy Ambivalence

What if your doubts didn't disqualify you? What if your questions were an invitation, not a threat?

Holy Ambivalence: When Both Things Are True is a 31 day devotional for Christians who are tired of pretending they have it all figured out. This book gives you permission to hold two conflicting truths at the same time, without resolving the tension.

Each day explores a different holy tension:

• God has a plan for your life, and you make real choices that shape your life.

• Grace is free, and grace costs everything.

• God promises never to leave you, and sometimes He feels completely absent.

• Faith should produce courage, and fear still arrives uninvited.

This book doesn't offer five steps to eliminate ambivalence. It offers a companion for the journey.

Each day includes:

• Scripture

• A short, honest teaching

• A small physical practice

• A prayer that holds the tension before God

This book is for people in the middle, those who love Jesus and have questions, who believe and doubt, who have been wounded by the church and still stay. It is for anyone who needs to know that God can handle their whole self.

Bring it all.